Departed

This weekend I took a pretty big step – it was, what is the word? Tough? Hard? Difficult? Not easy?

Maybe it was a mixture of all of those things, but you know what, I am still here.

Never in a million years would I think seeing an empty room would affect me the way that it did. Only because emptiness reminds me of not being complete or not having it all. And that is not me.

You put your heart and soul in creating this place where you feel whole. Where you feel safe. And to leave that is the hardest thing in the world.

Anyway, not much more to say about that.

Except I’ll leave you with my exact thoughts when taking down that last box; always fight for what you love. No matter what it is. Because you never know and you don’t want to look back and say, I wish I would have fought harder.

Nothing worse than regret.

What I will miss most, the view. You can get lost in those sunsets in the country.

XO, B